It begins two nights before the 'day.' There is no knife nor sharp object. No this would make the pain easier. Even the use of a dull utensil would be more desired. There is no visible wound nor trace of blood. But the pain wrenches the whole body. The stomach turns and wreaks as it receives it's share of the pain. The back is rippled with pain as it slowly makes it's way around throughout the body. As the 'day' draws near the pain is more intense. The 'day' arrives. The focus is no ...

Yes that's right. As of today I have 430 days left to live. No longer will I have the freedom of free choice. I will no longer be able to make my own choices in life. No longer will the decisions made effect only one person. As of Tuesday April 4 I am now engaged for a life long adventure that is set to begin in June of 07. Although this is not a race it will definitely be an adventure. And just like an adventure race when there are times when you feel like you can't go on or you...